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these are some of the stuff i've been writing, hope you like it. there is some people i'd like to thank for making life really worth, but afortunately, they're too many, so to the ones i want to thank, (you know who you are) THANK YOU!! And also to any other inspiration that may have crossed between my pen and my paper. | ||||||||||||||||||
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Poems in English "Dark Answers" the stars will soon burst out, but the confidence will twist my soul. Because of learning, I must know when suffering should be my own; But still I wouldn't understand Why leaves must fall from branches, And why do things seem not to matter. Into a tear I will look for sadness; Into the fear nothing will I find, but sadness. Tough, I can't find fear itself. And this moment I imagined (where fear is no longer my boss). And now is a deeper feeling Which I still don't know how it came. Some answers in this sun I will search, But when darkness is over. " Letter to the Lost One" maybe if the whole dream was a nightmare, so, big tears will search for something that he surely can't give. And I wonder, I imagine each day, How could it have been, if you were here? How long or short would be each day? And if maybe you had said it before: if you have loved me with your words, again, Then the night wouldn't be over, watching me fading away. My life, -I have to realize- its more sweet if you can kiss it, But you can no longer give me all I need : Your presence is missing, The most important part of my being. Your words whispering on my lips, Your eyes showing a smile, Everything, making each day really worth, Its lost, on a day's luck. But how lucky? How lame. Nothing will ever fill me, no longer. Nothing could ever make me think that someday it would be alright. It'll be nothing, your presence is missing, To my future, loneliness will rule its day. "Keeping devotion?" I searched for the real ,and so many tears I dropped. However, I knew what was happening, But not anymore, And I said to myself: you do, you know. I thought you may suffer , and it would be my fault. I thought I would be the intruder, and you wouldn't look into my eyes. But now a whole life is keeping inside, Instead of dangers. But I've risked my whole life just to let you know How much I've prayed for this to work. It makes me feel better to think not only I gave up. But it also makes me mad to know you left before I did. Shall I keep my devotion to you? (So my life I let in your eyes, my heart in your vain, and my hope, when you left.) "Lost World" Once again, destiny will also be my enemy, It will take me to perfection until I like it, Later on it will be taken away. I know how to get it back, But I must take away that pride So I could find, one more time, That idea, those times, When you feel like the world its just your own. "confusion" I gave you a chance and you took my heart. I gave you my faith and you gave me hope. I gave up, and you haven't And why is it hard to cry if it isn't supposed to be hurting? And why does hope remains, if faith doesn't? Love, my so unusual tragedy! So sweet, but killing sweet. Like diabetes, no enjoyments of sweet or shall die. Like emotions to an ache heart, It could stroke to death. But still , Why do I happen to think that it is worth it, Why pain, why are you worth it? Hope remains, So deep so strong, so weak but for so long. How do I live with such a life? In which letters are my only way out? No does dates, or hours. Are looks and touch. What I desire, your looks and touch... ...and so on... your love ,your presence. "How much love is it?" I'll write my history again, this time it is a new inspiration which I would like it to be forbidden but as allowed as it may be, I can't have it. Don't even try to know, But how does desire keep quiet? I desire...to tell him, How much my heart beats when he's around, But how little love it is. When he inspires me to write, I don't need another subject, I don't need him at all. But, why do willing to be next to this person that makes me dream about today, is such a sweet candy? What if he's afraid or not willing to love? Why I'm not letting go? Maybe I'm starting a new path, without romantic love, Only with rush occasions, in which everyday, My eyes eager to see him. "I want to dream" the night is turning dark the light, the day is fading, the promise is broken, again. I have to regret I haven't tried. I love you so very much, But I've heard all of love words, So they don't impress me. I'm in love with you, don't leave me. It is amazing to realize I can love in so different ways. I want to love you, I want to be with you, But, the day is sad Because my heart is sad , I do wonder why. An answer came by itself, I miss you tonight. I want to love you, I want to dream tonight. I want to dream A dream about you, tonight. "Wishing" tonight I feel like writing, I feel like dreaming, keeping a whole happiness environment; even tough, moments are rough. I've found a new inspiration That keeps me so new That I don't know whether to write or to dream. This new illusion that I wish. I wish... ( I think I just wish for it). | ||||||||||||||||||
| my auto-biography | |||||||||||||||||||
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hey! my name is desiree, i'm 15 y-old and i was born in guatemala. i'm going to tel you a little bit about my life, 'cause i have to, other wise, i woudn't 'cause i think that by reading the poems, you will notice what i've been through this past year. well, i went to school Campoalegre until i was 9, then i went to suger, where i'm still at. i've spent terrific times over here, it's cool to know that i can count in some many people i met here, 'cause its hard to actually care about anything after you've been in what you think it's your entire life. but this is not my entire life, actually, i have many things i would like to say, but i don't know where to start from. well, i guess i begin by telling you that i was 10, when i gotmy first real friend, her name is Karla, she use to hang out a lot with me and he had the greatest times together, from my 1st. boyfriend to the almost last one, any way, she was incredibly supportive, and incredibly my friend, so after a while, we both grew up alittle bit, or didn't grew at all, because i started to make new freinds and left her behind,and then i started to mock her, and we weren't friends anymore. my new friend now, was Laura, (hey loli!) well, at the beginnig we sort of hated each other because of this boy, wich turned out to be my boyfriend and she (laura) hit him, and my whole class told me to go and yell to this girl, so, i went. now that i think about it, i think it's really funny, because now we are the best friends ever. well, i made up with Karla, you know, we started to be friends again, and then we met lots of people and started to hang out with them, and we were an bunch of people, and we used to sepnd great times, but anyway, i had this boyfriend wich by the way i didn't really liked him much, but he broke up with me, and then this other guy came to me saying that he was inlove with me, a few months pasted, and i felle inlove with him, we were together for almost 4 months, when he left to live to u.s.a. which, of course, killed me.anyway, Karla also left, she went to El Salvador, with her sister, and i haven't seen her or talked to herin about 8 months. i miss her alot. i started to hangout with what appeared to be my new gang, (chato, herberth, eddy, paula and laura) well, after while, we (paula, laura and me) decided it was time to give that friendship up, you know the gang 'cause the rest of the guys had given it up before. by this time, i was totally over my boyfriend (the one living in the u.s.) and i called him and we both agreed that we should brake up, so we did. | ||||||||||||||||||
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